sincerity.

syntaxandsemantics:

one-sided conversations
betray optimism
with a scouring reality

iron fists hammer
on doors closed
barred from the inside

no entry
no exit
no exist

deep breath
recline
and accept blade
to throat
with dignity,
at least.

i used to think you didnt care about me, now its clear that we happened too much, too soon. i guess you do care, but not as much as i forced myself to believe.

ponderingcomplications:

I want someone to love me
The way the sky loves the sun.
I want to be held in the center
Of someone’s universe.
Keep me in a heart
Where I can soften shadow’s edges,
And warm away the Winters
That corrode both lungs.
I want to be the sunlight
That kisses your face each morning.
I want to be dawn in your heart.
I want to light your night skies
And love you the way
the sun loves the moon.

I want to be loved
The way the sky keeps the sun.

I want to be loved by you.

Since you’re busy again, I guess you won’t mind if I take some sleeping pills and don’t wake up when you call me later

I feel lonelier than ever in my relationship sometimes. I can handle space, but I hate this distance that I feel when you’re busy and I’m busy. Ill be here at the end of the day and in the middle of the night when you need me. Just know that it hurts waiting around sometimes.

i’d rather kiss the feet you walk on than your lips

i love you too much for you to miss

the entire grandness of your jury

then id leave in a fury, and hope that you worry